it seems no matter what i do to maintain a positive attitude or do the "right" thing, i just can't. I don't really mean "can't" but it is very hard to do all of the time. I truly envy those with total patience and that whatever attitude.
i know a lot of people say this - in my case it is true and those that truly know me (which is becoming fewer and fewer these days) know that i am a good guy, that is honest, loyal, passionate, genuine and trusting. These are usually put in high regard as being good traits but time and time again they have proven to be more of a curse than any gift.
some of my bad traits are stubbornness, anger and i have improvident and undisciplined behavior. I hate to say These traits have actually been more useful in many of my more desperate times and have been very beneficial to my survival. the good thing is I know, understand and have accepted these flaws, now i only need to work more on my balance and control.
yin and yang mother fucker!
- "If A equals success, then the formula is: A = X + Y + Z. X is work. Y is play. Z is keep your mouth shut." einstein